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crush
01:19
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crush it til you’re chillin in a casket
qt moody judy fallin into despair,
can’t control anything, not even my hair,
try to keep it positive, but nobody cares,
wonder if my future will ever be there.
sick of leavin work for these panic attacks,
wondering if i’ll ever hear my vocals on wax
i should call it quits and just try to relax
but i literally don’t know how to stop writing tracks
plus it’s my outlet, so i guess i’m gonna have to keep pushin and crush
i feel crazy when i’m beefin with my best friend
and when i worry about my ex-girlfriend
sometimes i swear my life is in a whirlwind,
and though i spiral, i will never stop crushing shit.
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you know who you are
03:56
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am i in love, or am i just bored?
i think you’re takin it too far,
but i won’t let you
i barely even know who you are,
and whatcha know about me?
i stayed up all night thinking about this
i want what i want and who i want all the time
i want it all
i felt your breath on the back of my neck
in the back of my car,
and i enjoyed it, every last second.
i heard you finally got that ring,
well congratulations
i hope you’re happy
i stayed up all night thinking about it
one man’s trash is another man’s girlfriend.
one man’s trash was right all along.
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black sheep
03:27
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i’m trying to quit,
but all i want are cigarettes and coffee,
or cigarettes and whiskey.
my mother says i’ll end up like my grandfather,
but he seems happy.
i wish we talked more.
i wish i felt the way i feel about my friends
with my family
but it never feels right.
i wish it felt alright
i wish i felt alright.
i’m trying to quit,
but all i want is to buy new clothes and whiskey
or old clothes and cheap wine
my niece thinks i don’t want to get to know her
that makes me feel crummy
i wish we had more in common.
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this bed feels like a casket
and this house feels like a mausoleum
and i don’t know, but i’ve been told
that you’ve never tried if you’ve never left home
i’ve got friends in california
i’ve got friends in new orleans
i’ve got friends in new york city,
but i don’t know what that all means
i ain’t got no fucking money
i ain’t got no future here
i don’t hate south carolina,
but i refuse to die here.
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okay, cupid
02:51
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all my friends wanna fuck my friends
but their friends don’t know i exist
all my friends over thirty are all divorced
almost makes me never wanna get married
but i don’t know.
i’m so good at beating myself up
i’m so good at beating myself
i have a crush on every girl
but i’m not sure how to commit to just one
and i don’t know what’s going on with me,
with all my goddamn insecurity,
and why does nothing new seem new to me?
and why can’t i sing fucking beautifully?
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honestly, bb.
01:44
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i don’t wanna fight with my mom anymore
i don’t wanna ask for my money anymore
i don’t wanna wait for my time.
i don’t wanna cheat on my girl anymore
i don’t wanna wait around on school anymore
i don’t wanna give up on my future.
we’ll never grow up
honesty
honestly
honesty is the best policy, honestly.
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8. |
sad sack
03:19
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there’s a lot that’s changing
and i don’t think i like it
but, god, i hope i’ll figure it out
i don’t wanna be alone here
but i don’t wanna leave yet
i just need a year,
and then i think i’ll get out of town.
let’s get it together
no one wants to hear me whine
and i know i’m disappointing
all my friends, my mom, and my dad
i don’t wanna make this a race,
but everyone’s beating me,
and it sucks playing catch up,
but i think i’m all out of gas.
at the risk of sounding like a
teenager again, i feel like no one understands me
i don’t wanna
seem like a sad sack, but i don’t know how to relax
medication feels like
such a fucking cop out, but that’s all i can think about
all i wanna do is
get it together.
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can't wait
03:01
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i can’t wait
for the day that i become
an alcoholic
i can’t wait
until i have something
to blame my depression on
i don’t wanna be so down
but, god, i feel like i could use some help here
i can’t wait
until girls stop telling me
that i’m perfect
i can’t wait
until i have my dream job
so i don’t feel like the last six years were worthless
i don’t wanna be so down
but i don’t know how to ask for help when i need it.
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robin
01:59
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stayed up all night
waiting for you
to come over,
baby you knew
that i wouldn’t go out with my friends
i stayed in
because i want you.
baby i want you.
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11. |
die alone
03:44
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i miss being the person that people relied on,
and i miss holding the shoulder that my friends cried on.
and here i am.
a speck on this earth.
just the same as i began.
and i’m not pining,
i just feel like i won’t be here
for much longer
i don’t wanna die alone.
call me bitter
call me rude
sorry i just get sad and lonely sometimes
you don’t wanna see me shirtless
you don’t wanna be with me,
but you should
at least i think so
because i don’t wanna die alone.
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sandcastles. Columbia, South Carolina
soda city sadcore
bummer pop
god's cutest idiot
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